---holding on to what i am

[ANABELL ROSE DAWSON]

ANABELL ROSE DAWSON!

The main thing about Anabell is that she puts up this huge barrier that she doesn't like to let people through. When first meeting her a person might think that she was shy and modest, but really Ana is just as talkative as the next high school freshamn. She doesn't make a big deal about things. If someone were to outright insult her, then Ana would just shrug it off like it never happened and move on with her life. Ana appears to be the weak girl that's unable to stand up for herself and wouldn't say a harsh word to anyone, but only a part of that is true. There are parts of Ana that no one would expect and parts of Ana that people could easily guess at.

Ana is not a weak-minded girl. She could stand up for herself if she wanted to, but most of the time she chooses not to. The people she gets the most defensive with are the people that she gets closer to. Anabell likes to be perceived as a freshman girl should be. She sort of conforms to what her peers think of her instead of being who she wants to be. The only way to get to know the real Ana is to get her alone and sort of coerce it out of her. Otherwise Ana will be the quiet girl who never bothers to stand up for herself and just lets people walk over her. Most people see her as meek and understanding when in actuality she can be quite the opposite.

When Ana is bored or not paying attention she tends to doodle on her papers. Her mind tends to wonder and often not in the right direction. She had a bad habit of saying things that make a situation totally awkward. Ana is okay with feeling awkward, but she sometimes doesn't realize that she does that to other people. She doesn't have a lot of consideration for other people yet because she lacks consideration for herself. Ana is still really confused about who she wants to be and who she is supposed to be. Sometimes those signals get mixed and she's really not sure about what or who she is.

It wouldn't be entirely impossible for Ana to have friends! It generally takes her a while to warm up to people that she meets, but once she does she's pretty loyal to them as far as friendship goes. Ana will need some people that will be there for her and let her be the person that she wants to be. It may happen slowly, but eventually Ana will get more and more comfortable with the idea of friendship and what goes with it. So please! Friends would be totally awesome for her!

Lovers will be difficult for Ana to come by. If she does get into any kind of relationship type thing it would be definitely someone that was close to her already. Sorry. Ana doesn't just meet people and know that she loves them. Whoever is luck enough to take that position will have to work for it and get close to her all on their own. Ana is a virgin and she wouldn't sleep around so let's not even go there quite yet. She really doesn't really think much about love or anything like that quite yet so it's hard to say how she would react to it completely.

Not everyone can be liked by everyone! I expect Ana to have a few people that don't like her or want to be the one who steps all over her. Ana needs people to push her around almost as much as she needs friends or anything. Feel free to run your ideas by and don't be shy!

CURRENT RELATIONS

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[dino]

anabell && donovan

you had his muse at "doodle on her papers," haha. the part about her being awkward seems endearing to me, and since dino isn't the type to care about what people think of him, i can see them getting along once they're passed the initial warming up stage. in fact, he has a great sense of humor, so an awkward situation would be gold for him. maybe they could end up developing a sort of playful sibling bond? you know, the ruffling each other's hair and light teasing kind of thing. he used to have an older sister, but she passed away last year, plus he's a foster kid, so he doesn't trust people easily either. but there's always exceptions. so maybe he'd look out for her and try to bring her out of her shell a bit, but still accept her for who she is? feel free to add/subtract/whatever you'd like. and by the way, zoe is ten kinds of cuteness (:

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[ANABELL ROSE DAWSON]

anabell and donovan

:] I could totally see them being friends in the sort of brother/sister kind of friendship. The hardest part of Ana is really just getting her to be more open to someone. Though once they have that bond she would more than likely stick to him like glue and start to act more and more like the way she wants to ALWAYS act. I love it!

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[dino]

anabell && donovan

sounds great! he'd probably be a bit of a bad influence with the smoking and the skateboarding (some people think it's dangerous), but hey, maybe he'd cut down on some of his more bad qualities to hang out with her. he'd understand the opening up part, since he's easygoing, but trust is hard to come by. dino won't mind her tagging along with him at all. in fact, he'd probably encourage it and show her some of his sketches.

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anabell and donovan

Yeah as far as him smoking and such, I don't think Ana would make a big deal about it. She wouldn't like tell him to quit, but she wouldn't act supportive either xD The fact that he sketches would also catch her attention very quickly and I think that would probably be one of the main influences on her becuase she's an aspiring artist, but her father is forcing her to be an author like him.

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[dino]

anabell && donovan

well, i think she's one of his favorites then, since she won't nag him about it xD. oh snap, really? donovan would tell her to do what she loves, not what someone else wants her to do. his foster parents are pretty conservative, so he's kinda the black sheep. i can actually see them with a pair of blank canvases just hanging out in his garage getting paint all over the place xD.

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anabell and donovan

Ahah! I could totally see that too. xD she's totally throw paint on him. Wanna get to some threading? Ana has an open thread already if you'd like to stick him in there or whatev xD

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[dino]

anabell && donovan

yay, sounds like fun xD. yeppers, i have snagged it, so let the good times begin!

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[asho]

d'awww she's so ca-yoot~
my dear girl lacey, being persistently friendly if nothing else, well...i think they could be really close friends, lacey is hecka friendly and she could be that girl there to be ana's eccentric, loud older friend who has her back and tries to talk her into being more exuberant and start her own things instead of following, kind of a big-sister-best-friend thing? o: that's kind of shocking to write since lace is everybody's baby sister friend, she's so sweet and little kiddish, which is why this could work <3

[ASHTON COLE JOHNSON-WALKER]

MIKEY && ANABELL


SO.. I think they would make adorable friends! Maybe he could help her out of her shell alittle. man i feel like im copying donnovan but not really cause they're two diff people. But i mean.. i could see him turning her into his taste tester for all his little desserts. and shes such a different pace then his brother. Maybe he can be more of himself around her then he can when hes with his brother. and i could just seem them being adorable friends XD

[ANABELL ROSE DAWSON]

ANA&MIKEY

:] sounds good! i definitely think that we can work something out there!

[ASHTON COLE JOHNSON-WALKER]

yay! anabel is so adorable! lol shes like a little sunshine cake Lol I could see mikey referring to her as that.

[colleen]

cici && anabell

they're both anti-social, quiet, and they seem weak. but cici isn't very weak on the inside. she would stand up for anabell. they would both isolate from each other, but eventually they would find out they had more and more in common. they could be friends, but not quite the best friend or sister relationship.

[ANABELL ROSE DAWSON]

ANABELL&CICI

i think that sounds nice (: ana would probably respect cici. she tends to admire people that are like herself and quiet, withdrawn. but i could see them maybe being okay friends, but like you said, probably not like best friends or anything.