That's Life

[MORGAN ANNABELLE HOLLOWAY]

6.20.10

Hi :3

So it's fathers day. My first fathers day without a father to say happy fathers day to :(
But I tried to call Robert and tell him happy fathers day. He didn't answer, lewis did. Everyone in that house knows I'm pregnant with his kids. What they don't know is that it's twins. But I'm going to keep that to myself, I guess. He obviously doesn't care all too much.

I went and visited Markus and Debbie at their house today. The ones who are adopting the babies? They have horses :)
I'm really glad I chose them. They're very happy together and foster kids all the time.
Even if everything seems so perfect... I'm still scared about what life will be like being a mother separated from her babies :( I don't want to be so distracted about them that I can't do my work, you know?

On a positive note, Jackie's hips are getting better. The vet had me put her on a vitamin supplement for her arthritic hips. She seems a little more active and a lot less slow.
Actually, I think I'll take her for a walk right now :)

♥ Morgan

[MORGAN ANNABELLE HOLLOWAY]

6.29.10

Hi again!


Earlier today I went to Lake Michigan. It was awesome. Landon came with me. He's sooo cute. I really like him. We ended up rolling in the hay - or sand - after a while. Haha. Could you imagine having sex with a big pregnant girl like me? I couldn't! He must see something beyond that, or was just... lonely?

Yesterday was my first MAIN day of school. My art teacher is really cute. Hehe. He reminds me of Robert. o.O A LOT.
Maybe it's all in my head, and that I just want him back.
I don't know.

I found out last week that I'm having twin boys. :) Identical!
I hope I'll be able to tell them apart!
lol.
They say mothers can, but I don't know.
I'm not going to spend that much time around them... :/
I decided on the names Johnathan and Damon.
But who knows? I might change the names when I see their precious little faces.
I'm so excited to meet these little guys.
They're always fighting, though. Kicking and tumbling into each other.
At least they're active :)
I have another appointment tomorrow, and Mark and Debbie will be with me this time!

Earlier Landon decided to just randomly come over. We haven't done anything, really. He just kind of crashed on the bed. xD I hope he doesn't find my journal on this laptop and read this.
Alright, well... I'm going to go to sleep.
I'll write sooner or later :D

♥ Morgan

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[MORGAN ANNABELLE HOLLOWAY]

7.5.10

Hi again!

oh my gosh! I had my babies! Johnathan and Damon! :D
They're so very perfect in every way possible I love them so much!
I sat in the hospital for a few days because I went into premature labor. Then yesterday, they came and checked and Damon's heart rate was low and so they had me push them out.
It was... extremely difficult.
But so worth it :)
I love them so much. They're so perfect.
The doctors told me they're fraternal, but they look pretty identical to me :P
Oh well. I guess we'll find differences as they grow more.
Johnathan is smaller, though. I noticed that. Like if you stood them up beside each other Damon would be at least a whole inch taller. Both are in the NICU right now, and Johnathan needed a respirator to help his lungs, but now he seems fine. I got to hold Damon because he wasn't wired up or anything. He's so beautiful!

I know I can go on about them forever, but instead of writing I'm going to give them attention.

♥ Morgan

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