|
|
Post by ASHTON COLE JOHNSON-WALKER on Jun 20, 2010 23:10:49 GMT -5
 FROM ASHTONyou know
regardless of... anything
...
i dont use you
.............
.....
just.. wanted you to know that
........
you're important to me
and.. i care a lot about you
...
and...
I ... sorry about today.
nothing worked out how i wanted it to
and i really did mean it when i said happy fathers day
even though it just came out as second hand
because of .. all day .. yeah...
anyway... so.. i hope you had.. yeah
and.. alright.. ill.. talk to you later...
|
|
|
|
Post by ASHTON COLE JOHNSON-WALKER on Jun 21, 2010 11:13:42 GMT -5
FROM ASHTONhey
what are you up to?
|
|
|
|
Post by ASHTON COLE JOHNSON-WALKER on Jun 27, 2010 23:16:51 GMT -5
FROM ASHTONwe should go out
...
to a club... or something...
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 4, 2010 14:05:12 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDYhey, what's up?
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 4, 2010 23:20:19 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDYokay, yeah. sure, what's the question?
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 4, 2010 23:39:23 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDYhypothetically speaking...
I think he should tell his boyfriend.
It's better to be up front about something
and to find ou thtat it's nothing, rather
than not telling him and finding out that its
something serious and the boyfriend gets
pissed that you didn't tell him in the first place.
... and speaking non-hypothetically...
i hope you're doing okay. haven't talked to
you in awhile, which is odd for us. but yeah.
tell Rylee I said Hi for me.
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 4, 2010 23:58:56 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDY
good. and maybe hypothetical guy should tell
his hypothetical really, good friend what's going on
after he talks to his boyfriend. just saying
cause she'd like to know what's going on with
her hypothetical friend, cause she cares.
no need for you to apologize, carson. i know what
you mean. i've been... trying to be... a better
girlfriend... I don't know. it's been kind of an
interesting time right now. but we should hang out
soon, next time you're free... maybe we could
take Rylee and the dogs to the park or something.
just a thought. i miss her like crazy too. give her
a big hug for me. yeah, my godparents think it
would be a good idea, i've been thinking a lot about it
i just don't know if its something i want... or can do.
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 5, 2010 7:34:41 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDYoh wow, carson.
you know that i... have you mad an appointment
to see a doctor yet? when did the pain start?
... sorry I just... worry about you.
he is not a pussy, what is up with you and
ashton calling him names, cant ever just
call him mikey. oh i'm gonna shout it out
to everyone and let them know that you're
really a sap, just kidding, your secret is safe
with me. I think I should do it, but I dont want a
relationship with her. I just want... closure?
I would really like for you guys to be there, it
would mean a lot to me.
|
|
|
|
Post by ASHTON COLE JOHNSON-WALKER on Jul 8, 2010 23:32:20 GMT -5
FROM ASHTONHEY you..
dont you ever do that again
you dont leave .. okay you dont leave until i say goodbye
i dont want you to ever leave me until i get to say goodbye...
You're not going to just go on that note
okay
im not going to go that long having that be hanging
between us.
im sorry.... okay.
im really sorry i was a mother fucking sarcastic dick.
...
i need you to be okay. alright?
just.. do that for a little bit...
until i can see you again.
you probably wont respond to this
...
.. so..
goodnight...
... and yeah... sleep well...
.. um.. hm... later....
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 9, 2010 6:26:30 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDY
hey, sorry I disappeared
last night. Had to give Rylee
her bath. She misses you like
crazy and loves you. Ashton
came up with a good idea, so
expect a present from your
two favorite girls ;] anyway,
what did you have to ask me?
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 9, 2010 10:07:10 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDY
I told him his random good ideas
was the reason I kept him around.
lol. trust me you’ll love it. I can
guarantee that it’ll make your day
or week… or month… or year. Heh.
don’t mind me, rylee is playing dress
up again and she’s got me laughing
like a hyena. wow… carson I..
don’t know what to say. I really don’t
like to think about you know… you
possibly dying. that kind of freaks me
out…a lot. But I know where you’re
coming from, when you have a child you
should always be prepared. But yes, of
course. I would be honored to do it.
As funny as it may sound, I love her like
she’s my own. I’ll always sbe there for
her when she needs me. lung cancer?
jeez carson, that’s intense. Well, you
know if there is anything that I can do or
if you ever need anything. just call or text
me. and don’t worry too much about rylee
she’s in good hands, promise. :] you just
focus on getting better, so that you can come
see her soon. she won’t believe that you’re
on a trip much longer, and you don’t… y’know
want her to think that you… yeah… I’ll
have Ashton bring your present later today, it’s
almost done.
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 9, 2010 10:38:12 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDY
no need to thank me. i’m just glad
to know that you trust me enough
with her, to ask me. it means a lot
to me. alright, no ashton then. Well
I could ask Mikey to watch Rylee and
I could come bring it up to you, if you
want. I wouldn’t mind coming to see
you, if you’re up to it. well, he should
be spending time with peter, but he’s
worried about you, if you were my
boyfriend I’d want to be with you while
you were there. y’know. I’d be worried
if he wasn’t. don’t give him such a hard
time. at least you know he cares.
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 9, 2010 11:19:22 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDY
good. and don't worry, mikey is
really good with her. so you have
nothing to worry about, trust me.
yeah, i agree. it's been awhile. and
I'd like to come see you. so i'll call
him and tell Rylee I've got an errand
to run. that's understandable though,
about the ashton/peter thing. but,
yeah. i'll text mikey now and see if
he'll watch Rylee so I can come see
you. oh, rylee says hi and that she
loves you. she's so sweet... :]
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 9, 2010 14:43:27 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDY
she said she knows daddy loves her
she’s too smart for her own good
sometimes. I know, it’s not easy
but… um… yknow if you think
things are getting worse, you
should tell me… and I’ll talk to
her and we’ll come visit you. I
know it won’t be easier, foo both
of you. But at least you’ll both
see each other… incase anything
god forbid really bad happens not
that it will, but…. Yeah.
|
|
|
|
Post by KENNEDY ISOBEL TENLEY on Jul 17, 2010 7:43:31 GMT -5
FROM KENNEDYcarson... i don't know what to say.
you told me not to disagree with you
but i can't help it. you are cut out
for this. you're a wonderful father
and rylee loves you more than any
thing. i think you need some time
to gather your thoughts. really, really
think about this, okay? don't be
a quitter, carson... that's not your
style. just consider the little girl
that you love with your life. she
doesn't need a pretend mom, what
she needs is her father. and you
know i'm more than happy to keep
her, but just... think about it. think
about what she needs for a minute.
her life has been rough enough losing
her mother, don't let her loose her
father too. and i've told you time
and time again that you don't owe
me anything - ever.
|
|
